Greetings from Hong Kong

someday we'll know
why samson loved delilah
one day i'll go, dancing on the moon
someday we'll know,
that i was the one for you.

TGND

Merry Christmas my dear friends
So many obstacles our friendship transcends

Merry Christmas one and all
Those who picked me up whenever I fall

Merry Christmas special one
The one whose smile is like the sun

Merry Christmas to you & me
Forgetting the times we disagreed

Merry Christmas once again
Time to pop those bottles of champagne
We’ll drink away all the pain
And the happiness, we all would feign
All the people we would entertain
Being sad, we would refrain
For its Christmas once again

TGND

I don't know why, but the Christmas season always has some kind of relation with love. That being said, I decided to go read some love stories online. There were some really touching ones but I realised that so so so many love stories have tragic endings. It gets really annoying at times.

But I guess it just goes to show that nothing, nothing at all is perfect.

- - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - -- -

I miss you but I can’t say
I miss you each passing day
I miss you but you wouldn’t know
I miss you but I won’t show
I miss you, in a silent way
These “miss-yous” are here to stay

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& periods always make girls or rather females feel so emotional.
sometimes, just sometimes, the rush of emotions is too over-bearing.
they seem to overtake the mind, the heart, the whole.

just go and be gone already.

TGND

or are they already leading seperate lives?
is there room for being together?

she said " what's a woman's worth?"
she said " time"
she said " so what do you want out of this?"
she said "love"

TGND

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me

I'm not over it

Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth

I'm just a little too not over you

TGND

if you need to go,
please just leave.
don't hang around;
don't pull my heart strings.

tgnd

In 2008,
I learnt to love
& then I lost
But I’m still glad
Our paths have crossed

In 2008,
For the first time
I felt
How it feels to be loved
And how a heart can melt

In 2008,
I’ve made some friends
That soon became foes
Who’s to pick up the pieces?
Who’s to end the pathetic prose?

In 2008,
I learnt a thing or two
About the person in me
Uncovered was the weaker side
I never thought I could be

In 2008,
I held on tight
to certain things
But how long more
should I be waiting?


With that I say in 2009,
I hope to start afresh
That miracles will occur
That things would turn over
& my mind would start to clear

I will not harp on
what is past
I’ll try to move on
But not too fast

For if again
I saw you in 2009
I hope that magic would
Once again make you mine

TGND

For a period now,
I’ve lived in doubt
Over my head,
Lived a grey cloud

I tried to open
The doors of my heart
I tried to keep it together
But I kept falling apart

For too many nights
You stayed on my mind
& I can never forget
The day I left you behind

The vision now
Is just too blur
To want me back,
I know you’re unsure

I keep reading
Between the lines
I keep searching
But there’re no signs

& of all the memories
That we share
Goodbye’s the only memory-
To erase, I’d bear

Now I need
A little direction
Better yet,
Some distraction

Now I can’t tell
If things are real
Or if you’d ever know
The way I feel

One thing for sure
That you should know
I’m sorry for
ever letting you go

TGND

Mariah Carey- I Still Believe

You look in my eyes
And I get emotional inside
I know it’s crazy but
You can still touch my heart
After all this time

You’d think that I
Wouldn’t feel the same
But time melts into nothing
And nothing’s changed

(Chorus)
I still believe, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again
I had a dream, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again

Each day of my life
I’m filled with all the joy, I could find
You know that I am not the desperate type
If there’s one spark of hope left in my grasp
I’ll hold it with both hands

It’s worth the risk of burning
To have a second chance
No no no no no noo, I need you baby
I still believe that we can be together
If we believe that true love never has to end
Then we must know that we will love again

(Repeat chorus)

TGND

P/s what's left to believe?

It’s been quiet
Since you were home
I’ve been yearning for you
Yet I leave it unknown

You’ve been busy
Since you got home
I’ve been calling your name
But my voice, you’ve outgrown

I’ve been lonely
Though you’re home
I’ve been trying to reach you
But your presence, not shown

And it’s been a while…
& now that you’re home,
Will you still love me,
Or will you let your love roam?

Because now that you’re home
So much nearer to me
I still feel cold,
And still so alone

So when is it,
Will you really be home?

TGND

For the heart, is where the home is.

Can we bring yesterday back around
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

excerpt from "Sugababes- About you Now"

Recently, I haven't had much inspiration; so I'll let the songs do the talking in the mean time.




TGND

I will accept the blame

for burnin out the flame

but i'm hoping the story

will twist once again

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Darlin' I can't explain
Where did we lose our way
Girl it's drivin' me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I'll guranteeThat I'll never let you go

Chorus:
Can we go back to the days
when our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know that I don't need to be alone
I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me

chorus


Gonna swallow my pride
Say I'm sorry
Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me
I want a new life
And I want it with you
If you feel the same
Don't ever let it go
You gotta believe in the spirt of love
It can heal all things
We won't hurt anymore
No I don't believe our love's terminal
I'm down on my knees begging you please
Come home

chorus

A Trilogy:

View From the Top No.1

back at square one
they both stood
his mind is empty
but hers filled with doubt

eye to eye they met
without batting a lid
her mind; filled with questions
his mind was blank

it was silent
but not awkward
the air that surrounded
cold and stale

the ground grew thin
and soon they'll float
no movement, no sound
he and her, as I watched from above

View From the Top No.2 [her]

back at square one
we both stood
his mind was empty
but mine filled with doubt

eye to eye we both met
never batting a lid
my mind filled with questions
and his, just blank

it was quiet
but not at all weird
the air that surrounded
cold and stale

the ground grew thin
and soon we'll float
no movement, no sound
he and me, as I watched from above

View From the Top No.3 [him]

back at square one
we both stood
my mind was empty
but hers filled with doubt

eye to eye, we both met
never batting a lid
her mind, full of questions
mine had no answers

it was silent
but not at all weird
the air that surrounded
cold and stale

the ground grew thin
and soon we'll float
no movement, no sound
me and her, as she watched from above

TGND

Wrote a poem for a friend, K, based on what he was feeling.
After much reading, I realised that I could somewhat relate to it too
& maybe you & her & him & some others.
Here goes...

On this lonesome night,
A heart that ached
While others asleep
He lay awake

He thought about life and love
And in between,
How it worked,
And what it meant to him

While others walked forward
He was two steps back
How he’d wish now
They’ll cut him some slack

Lost in translation
He seemed to be
Unknown destination
& the need to be free

Love brought some light
For an instance or two
Then love tore him up
Nothing left to pursue

What’s left of life
Of love, of him?
What’s left of this world
Other than its’ lucid dreams

TGND

Quietly he sits in a corner,
watching the world go by.
This man who appears slightly queer,
was to someone very dear.

His whole life
He has slogged it out
So his family never had to worry
In times of drought

Each wrinkle on his face told a story
Each story held a worry
The worries he never wanted
His family to carry

His heart felt heavy,
most of the time
But the smiles of his children
His heart; sublime

The sacrifices he made aplenty
The promises he made never empty
Only the best he wanted them to have
Even if it was till his very last breath


Despite them failing him at times
They never failed to brighten his world;
To make it shine

So quietly he sat in the corner,
Wondering if he had been a good father

If he had the chance to live again,
The same wife he’d choose
And the children, the same

The thought of another life,
He couldn’t bear
For as far as he knows,
Nothing compares

TGND

For 30 years, she has put up a fight
Bearing the pain you brought to her sight
Though you’ve always gave her the best
You failed to see the things she detest


Once or twice, she thought of walking away
But her love for her children made her stay
Each day passed, seemingly normal
But the love in her just grew lesser


Her faith’s the only thing pushing her on
Yet she found it hard to forget the things you did wrong
Every night she lies next to a stranger
A man whom she once loved so tender

What lies ahead is drown in doubts
How long more can she bear this emotional drought
For the soul in her wants to fly
To seek the happiness she once left behind

TGND

An empty canvas,
An empty heart,
Waiting for someone,
To fill the parts.

An empty closet
in an empty room.
Hiding the promises,
that were broken too soon

An empty street,
an empty road;
What lies ahead
is left unknown

There she stood,
a girl wearing blue;
but what you can’t see
is that she’s empty too

,

TGND

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Lifehouse- Broken

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hangin' on to the words you say

You said that I will, will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, having forgot my way home

TGND

Let me be there in the day,
Not caring what others may say.

Let me be there in the night,
I’ll help you change your wrongs to rights.

Let me be there, give me a chance;
Allow me to make amends.

Don’t be afraid, just let me in;
To show you my love is genuine.

TGND

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Man-made things will be shaken;
But whatever that is built on the word of the Lord,
will never be moved.

,
TGND

Jason Mraz & James Morisson- Details in the Fabric

XOXO,

TGND

p/s don't you love it how some songs just help you speak what you feel inside?

She lay there thinking
Of her past
Her life flashed
Before her very eyes

It was time
The time of her life
The time where she’ll be gone
& this time, never coming back

So there she lay
Only one thing in her mind
The question that’s been lingering
For days, and now for the last time

Wondering if you’ll ever forget the way she smiled
And how she looked into your eyes
Will you ever forget the way she looked?
& how her hair, you’d always stroke

Will you?

,

TGND

Pretty Voices with even prettier lyrics; me likey.

Lucky By Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat

If she fails
She’s glad she tried
To prove to you
Her love was no lie

For it seems
Logic took over
And for that
You’d rather love suffer

Like what they said
What goes around
Comes around
She’s finally touching ground

Afraid to love
Her all over again
Afraid that the love
She wouldn’t sustain

Afraid that one day
Again, she might leave
But isn’t love
All about taking a risk?

You’d rather think about
What’s to come
Then to love
& protect her from harm

She’s tried her best
I’m sure she did
But eventually
She’ll have to admit defeat

To the love
She once let slip

,

TGND

I would fall asleep

Only in hopes of dreaming

That everything would be like it was before

But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting

They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

- Lifehouse ,"Blind"

Peabo Bryson- If Ever You're In My Arms Again

It all came so easy, all the loving you gave me
The feelings we shared, and I still can remember
How your touch was so tender, it told me you cared
We had a once in a lifetime
But I just couldn't see, until it was gone
A second once in a lifetime, may be too much to ask
But I swear from now on


Chorus:
If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll love you much better
If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll hold you forever
This time will never end


Now I'm seeing clearly
How I still need you near me
I still love you so
There's something between us
That won't ever leave us
There's no letting go
We had a once in a lifetime
But I just didn't know it
Till my life fell apart
A second once in a lifetime
Isn't too much to ask
'Cause I swear from the heart


(Chorus )

The best of romances,
deserve second chances
I'll get to you somehow
'Cause I promise now

TGND

The only way to free my thoughts
Is to put them down in words
Some of you may feel the same
While others feel it’s absurd

As I unlock the gates to my mind
I think of what to write
All the words I’ve got to find;
To place them in my sight

Recently, I’ve found it hard
To decipher all my thoughts
And when I searched deep in my heart
It only spoke of the low odds

So I tried to pen how I feel
Intending for you to know
Hoping your heart’s left unsealed
Waiting for me to make it whole

But as each day passed
My heart slowly grew stale
Wondering how long it’ll last
This one sided fairytale



,

TGND

credits to shirley & button

the worst reason to ever love a person is when you feel you're obliged to

it will definitely undermine the relationship

maybe not now, but surely in time to come


TGND

A Wish

Wish; feel or express a desire or hope concerning the future

My wish for now:

Fireworks; light up the night sky
A reason to celebrate
Champagne bottles aplenty
It’s you & me, finally

A toast for the past, to be soon forgotten
A toast for now, a happy reunion
A toast for the future, that we’d still be together

We’ll bask under the moon so bright
I’ll be the damsel, and you’ll be my knight
Oh, they would say “what a lovely sight”

TGND

p/s wishes do not always necessarily come true

Shared Tears

A heartfelt tear can show our love

as words can never do;

It says, " I want to share your pain-

My heart goes out to you."

- D. De Haan

Rejoice with those who rejoice
and weep with those who weep
- Romans 12:15

A sorrow shared is a sorrow halved,

TGND

Holding on for you

Liberty X- Holding on For You

Sunshine fades to grey
The second I'm away
Minutes turn to hours without you

Time keeps marching on
The summer's been and gone
And I'm still here alone still waiting

* I'm on my own a million miles away
Temptation all around
It Won't be long so please be strong
Cause I'm holding on for you

Trust is all it takes
People make mistakes
Cause we are only human - lets face it

And I struggle through the day
Pretend that I'm ok
And make believe that you're here beside me

(Repeat *)

You are the one that I can truly believe in
So don't ever think that I would ever diss ya baby
Without a doubt you are my rhyme and my reason
And I won't let you down

TGND

Songs that Speak #1

Daughtry- What About Now

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

(Repeat Chorus)

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

TGND

or maybe it's too late.

Transitions

People change. Many a times we go through transitions in life; primary school to Secondary school to polytechnics or junior colleges, a young pubescent to an adult etc etc. Another major transition in life is when one moves from the education world to the working world. It is quite a scary thought because we do not know what to expect.

However, I believe that if one is strong in faith and believes firmly in her/himself, she/he would then not succumb to changes easily. Meaning to say, throughout the course of transitions, they stay true to who they really are or change only for the better.

If I were to say, I think I am more of an individualist rather than one who would conform to the different environments. Others may beg to differ but heck it, I know myself best.

A different world
A different light
A different definition of paradise

A different me
A different you
People change and that is true

I can’t comprehend
I just can’t see
Why you’re acting so differently

Used to be close, now far apart
But it doesn’t matter, doesn’t matter much to me
But rather to that boy who’ve waited so patiently

If you’ve moved on, found a better life
Or rather able to find a better guy
Let go of him & let go of the lies

Let him too find a better paradise

TGND

<3

TGND

make it the last

I have decided. It is time to put an end to thoughts which belongs to the past; my past. It's taxing to keep thinking of "what-ifs", "if-onlys", "maybe" etc. I will try my best to just live and let live. *Thoughts, please vanish*

As I stood under the pouring rain
Shadows filled my empty heart
I have failed & love faded away
Lost behind in the sunnier days

The falling raindrops hid my tears
Like a mask it hid my pain
Feeling so jaded & broken inside
Wishing I wasn’t alone tonight

Nothing else seemed to matter anymore
In these ever-changing days
Only one thing remained in this heart so cold
A piece of the past I find hard to let go

Maybe our love never went away
Maybe it was me who found it hard to stay
But it’s too late, time to move on
Soon to come, this rain would too be gone

By then I hope we’d find a place
Where our hearts belong & love regained
Where our souls can rest and peace remains
& where the sun would over shine the rain

,

TGND

The End.

Have there been occasions in your life where you felt deserved a better closure than to be left hanging? Or rather you end something but somehow you do not get that settled peace in you?
You wished you had a chance to end things in a better light;


If I were given 1 wish, 1 week and just 1 thing to do
I would gladly give those days to be with you

Relive the happier times we used to have
Forgetting the moment we both left

In love and romance we shall bask
No answers needed, no questions asked

We’ll do the things we planned to do
Anything; just as long as it’s with you

For the times we missed, I’ll make it up
Hopefully enough to mend that broken heart

When those 7 days come to an end
I hope that broken heart, I have amend

One last embrace, one last kiss
One last look before this love dismiss

Tears in our eyes, we then take our leave
Our unsettled hearts can now live in peace

TGND

The heartache that was not heard of

Hi, my name is heartache
I have been hiding in for a while now
No one’s heard of me
Even if they did, it didn’t leave much of an impact

For some time, I thought I was going to disappear into thin air
But then I thought wrong
It’s been quite tough staying on the inside
So I decided it’s time to step out

I went to the doctor
But guess what he said
My pain was too trivial
What was there to cure?

I was THAT insignificant
I tried to explain to others
But they too, felt that it was too trivial a matter
Well I guess, no one would understand

I just have to keep searching
For the cure to this pain
When that day comes
I’ll no longer be called heartache

TGND

That one time

Was there one time when you finally get a huge load off your shoulder and just when you thought you could actually feel relieved after a long time and then *bham* another whole lot of crap just falls on you; was there?

Was there one time where you felt that it’s time to be selfish and just make a decision based on personal choice but have it backfired and cause hurt to so many other people; was there?

Was there one time when you just wished there was someone to tell you what to do? For me, I wished that one time was now. And I wish I had the ability to know what to do.

TGND

“The Square Root of Three” by David Feinberg

A rather nice poem that was used in the movie "Harold & Kumar, Escape from Guantanamo Bay". Sounded quite chessy when Kumar was reciting it but it's not too bad a poem; worth the read.


I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three


The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine


For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic


I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality


When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three


As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer


We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

angst

Just steps away from insanity
So many things brooding inside of me

Never the victim; always the blame
Sanity left as soon as it came

Obligations; wanting to be nice
Eventually my movements were deemed as a vice

People shouldn’t try to understand
As things turn out based on what they’ve comprehend

Defending their actions and their words
Making it appear like they’ve been hurt

Aren’t they aware that I have feelings too
Lowering my morale, they have no clue

Passing on judgments and hurting remarks
Causing my skies to turn from grey to dark

Acting nonchalant to the grieve they’ve caused
Absence of empathy on this soul they’ve crushed

Tear away the façade, just be true
Stop making me look like a bloody fool

Seriously...just F--- off,

TGND

Vocab for the day

An extremely subtle entry; maybe you would understand? No, no one would ever understand.



Deceit;
The act of convincing another to believe information that is not true

Distaste;
A feeling of intense dislike

Assumptions;
Statements accepted as true without proof or demonstration.

Fabrication;
A deliberately false or improbable account

Misunderstood;
Wrongly understood

Imbecile;
Idiot: a person of subnormal intelligence

Low morale;
Morale is a measure of unit's psychological strength therefore low morale equals low psychological strength



Just leave me alone,
TGND

A very meaningful song by the Spice Girls.

Spice Girls- Let Love Lead The Way

What makes this world go round
Will the answer let her down
She is so sweet and youngAnd her life has just begun
What does her future hold that's the story left unknown
Will she make it through her days
let our love lead the way

(Chrous)
Part of me laughs
Part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why
What good is their joy
And why is there pain
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day you're here
Next you are gone
No matter what we must go on
Just keep the faith
And let love lead the way
Everthing will work out fine
If you let love, love lead the way


Sitting there all alone

In the window of her room

Watching the world go by

Brings tears to her eyes

All she sees is hurt and pain,

she wants to break the chain

She'll keep pressing everyday

and she'll find her own sweet way

(Repeat Chorus)

You can be all that and

still can be who you are

You gotta know for sure

that it isn't make believe

You may feel weak

but you are strong

Don't you give up if

If you keep holding on,

you'll never be wrong

Just close your eyes cause it lies deep in your heart

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night

When the lights go down;
and the music blasting.
When liquid becomes the only escape;
the adrenaline rush.

,

TGND

.

When one’s words get misconstrued
When at times someone thinks they understand you more than they should
When thoughts get mixed up
When assumed conclusions interrupt


When people infer without clarity
When it ends up hurting someone else’s purity
When lies & rumors become a rarity
When the simplest things become a complexity


When it gets harder to trust a person
When hearing the truth becomes as tough as arson
When one gets maligned of something he didn’t do
When unintended connotations make one look like a fool


When innuendos unintentionally surface
When culprits leave without a trace
When you realize the worth of something
When after all, it’s merely nothing


When time will help the truth to show
When it happens, low and behold
When it results to one being misunderstood
When without reasoning, you’ve been given the boot


When suddenly everyone around becomes a stranger
When you feel like you’d rather be a lone ranger
When you feel it’s better to be alone
When to nothing you’ve got to atone


When everything is best left unknown,

TGND

Must Watch!

This Video is a must watch. This girl sings damn well. Do check her out on youtube; you can search: JenniferJChung. Amazing talent there.

Here's her version of Rihanna's Take A Bow








TGND

Unique, you ?

A recent question got me thinking. It asked to state what was unique about myself. I took a really long time to figure it out but could not come to any conclusion. Thus I replied it with this poem:

Everyone could say
“oh, we’re different in so many ways”
but if that’s the case
wouldn’t everyone be the same
at the end of the day?

What makes me unique,
I’ve hardly any clue
my ability to write poetry?
But others do too
therefore calling that unique
isn’t all that true

No weird birthmarks nor a crooked nose;
Just like most people, I have normal toes
what makes me unique,
I really don’t know

Just like most people
lost in this superficial world
searching and seeking
wondering how to be a unique girl

Not conforming to society’s standards
just living life as it was intended
trying to stand out and be unique at times
in order to survive this world, one need to shine

So if you ask me now, what’s unique about me,
I don’t really have an answer as you can see
but maybe in years to come
hopefully soon
the answer to my uniqueness
may slowly bloom.

TGND

Letter To God

Dear Lord Jesus,

This prayer I pray comes from within
Searching for the answers I’ve been longing
There’s this emptiness inside of me,
One that only you and I can see

Lord Jesus, I need some rest
My mind’s tired from all the mess
Teach me savior to be contented
Living life as though it was extended

As the world forsakes me
You hold me up
You keep me strong
When things go wrong

I’m only human; normal to falter
But your Grace for me never altered
Daddy God, thanks for your love
Without you, I wouldn't survive this earth

Love,
TGND

Funeral

Everyone came dressed in pink
Even the coffin; the color pink
As I looked from above and down to earth
I saw people gather, the people I love


Into the pink box they slowly peered
Each one of them then slowly tear-ed


In the pink box laid a girl slightly over twenty
With such a peaceful look, you’ll hardly ever see


I saw my parents, and my brothers
My friends and some others
I wish I could tell them
I wish they could see
That this place I’m in made me extremely happy


I had no worries & no cares
Nobody scrutinized, nobody stared
From the cruelty of life, I’ve been spared


Then I saw my mother
She was sobbing in a corner
But I know she knew
My life was now renewed



My father had his shades on as usual
But behind those black lenses was a battle
He had lost his only daughter
Never again was he going to see her


Then there were my brothers
Entertaining the guests;
Explaining to them how I found my rest.
They had lost their only sister
And to keep strong they tried their best


Relatives and friends gathered around
No one smiled
Not much sound


The clock strike 6
And it was time
7 cages of doves
Released to the sky


It was her wish
My last wish
That these doves were released
To where I now exist


All the sad faces turned around
Only smiles, no more frowns
That’s when I knew
That now they know
I’m finally rested
In my perfect home



TGND

Whose League?

You need a friend, you call me
But still I know I’m out of your league

I’m there when you need company
Yet I’m still way out of your league

I try to care for you when you’re sick
Still, I’m kept out of your league

Not slim nor pretty, ain’t your cup of tea
Completely driven out of your league

I thought I liked you, maybe I did
But I realized I’m totally out of your league

So use me for now, make me weak
Till the day you become out of my league



Stay in your league,
TGND

Slow Me Down

The song that best speaks for me now.

Emmy Rossum- Slow Me Down







Slow Me Down,
TGND