Monday, December 31, 2007

BitterSweet


It’s the last day of 2007 and it’s supposed to be a joyous time. No doubt time does pass really fast but I guess it’s always good to look forward to a new year in anticipation for better things to happen. Right…

Of all days, something bad has to happen; just when you thought you could end the year on a sweet note. Why are people so unappreciative? The nicer you treat them, the more of your head they’ll step on. And of all times to create trouble, they do it on New Year’s Eve; upsetting everyone’s mood causing so much hurt and disappointment.

I’m just praying now that everything would turn out fine and that the New Year would bring nothing but everything good.

Moving on, ‘end of years’ always call for personal reflections. Have you guys done yours yet? It’s funny how every time I reflect, I just get so filled up with melancholy emotions. Even if I think back on the silly or good things, there’s just this tinge of sadness. Reflections also allow me to think back on what kind of a person I have been throughout the year that has passed. And I realized I learnt a lot more about myself.

To those who always ask me why I write. I think I’ve found the answer. I realized that it’s very hard for me to open my mouth and spill my heart out. I find it hard to express verbally and I’m afraid to “talk it out”. I don’t know why but writing is the only way I can express myself. Though at times it may not be that literal and ‘to the point’, I still somehow manage to get my point across. And it’s funny how every time I finish expressing myself through words, I get this sense of relief.

Okay, I know its New Year’s Eve and I shall not dampen the happy spirits flying around.
To Everyone Out There,

Wishing everyone only the best in the year 2008! ,
TGND


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Monday, December 24, 2007

Tis' the season to be jolly



I have to admit, Christmas is the season i adore the most. It's just so filled with love, happiness and everything jolly. One of the best christmas I ever had was spent the states. It was definitely a white christmas. Nothing beats having snow on christmas.
But one thing I hate about it, the food. Piling up on the weight is not something most people would like. But then again, we give ourselves reasons...it's christmas..the world is putting on the weight with you so whatever. Wait till it's new year and we'll start the pill popping, water detoxing, ghandi starving diets. For now, let's be merry.



When I think of Christmas, I think of
- Candy Canes
- Presents
- Snow
- Love
- Mistletoe
- Family
- Friends
- Cookies and Milk
- Turkey
- Log Cakes

but never have I thought of Santa...Sorry to be so anti-climax but Santa is not true. Who needs a Santa when we have Daddies? HAHAHA

Heres the girl next door wishing all readers

A VERY BLESSED CHRISTMAS!!!!!!
Waiting under the mistletoe,
TGND

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Maybe it's you



photo credits to deviantart.

Lavish me with your love
Show me you’re good enough
Because I’m so fragile
I’m afraid you’ll hurt this child

Like a princess some may seem
Not very far has this princess been
She’s not picky, not that hard
Just afraid that one day your love will part

Can you shun her insecurities?
Can you make her feel that she’s just right?
Let her know that she is loved
Now matter how the world may view her

So are you up to it?
Amongst the many choices she may heed
To show her that you’re what she needs
To love her

Is it you?

TGND

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

And then...




Eyes like the crescent moon, thin and sleek
It’s going to close yet slumber seems so far
Fatigue hits the mind and the body slowly deteriorates
But it won’t be too soon before hitting the sack

On bended knees she kneels towards sleep
Begging for more; just a little more

Then the bags grow bigger, under those jewel sparkled eyes
Panic arises in her; she didn’t want them to appear

Just a little longer; a little while more
She’ll hang on before her eyes feel sore
Times up; her mood just fades away
And now she’s just like a zombie in the day

She starts to dream and drifts away
Only to realise fatigue is here to stay
ZZZzzZzzzz,
TGND