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TGND

make it the last

I have decided. It is time to put an end to thoughts which belongs to the past; my past. It's taxing to keep thinking of "what-ifs", "if-onlys", "maybe" etc. I will try my best to just live and let live. *Thoughts, please vanish*

As I stood under the pouring rain
Shadows filled my empty heart
I have failed & love faded away
Lost behind in the sunnier days

The falling raindrops hid my tears
Like a mask it hid my pain
Feeling so jaded & broken inside
Wishing I wasn’t alone tonight

Nothing else seemed to matter anymore
In these ever-changing days
Only one thing remained in this heart so cold
A piece of the past I find hard to let go

Maybe our love never went away
Maybe it was me who found it hard to stay
But it’s too late, time to move on
Soon to come, this rain would too be gone

By then I hope we’d find a place
Where our hearts belong & love regained
Where our souls can rest and peace remains
& where the sun would over shine the rain

,

TGND

The End.

Have there been occasions in your life where you felt deserved a better closure than to be left hanging? Or rather you end something but somehow you do not get that settled peace in you?
You wished you had a chance to end things in a better light;


If I were given 1 wish, 1 week and just 1 thing to do
I would gladly give those days to be with you

Relive the happier times we used to have
Forgetting the moment we both left

In love and romance we shall bask
No answers needed, no questions asked

We’ll do the things we planned to do
Anything; just as long as it’s with you

For the times we missed, I’ll make it up
Hopefully enough to mend that broken heart

When those 7 days come to an end
I hope that broken heart, I have amend

One last embrace, one last kiss
One last look before this love dismiss

Tears in our eyes, we then take our leave
Our unsettled hearts can now live in peace

TGND

The heartache that was not heard of

Hi, my name is heartache
I have been hiding in for a while now
No one’s heard of me
Even if they did, it didn’t leave much of an impact

For some time, I thought I was going to disappear into thin air
But then I thought wrong
It’s been quite tough staying on the inside
So I decided it’s time to step out

I went to the doctor
But guess what he said
My pain was too trivial
What was there to cure?

I was THAT insignificant
I tried to explain to others
But they too, felt that it was too trivial a matter
Well I guess, no one would understand

I just have to keep searching
For the cure to this pain
When that day comes
I’ll no longer be called heartache

TGND

That one time

Was there one time when you finally get a huge load off your shoulder and just when you thought you could actually feel relieved after a long time and then *bham* another whole lot of crap just falls on you; was there?

Was there one time where you felt that it’s time to be selfish and just make a decision based on personal choice but have it backfired and cause hurt to so many other people; was there?

Was there one time when you just wished there was someone to tell you what to do? For me, I wished that one time was now. And I wish I had the ability to know what to do.

TGND