Everyday

Everyday’s a torture
Everyday’s a fight
Everyday I’m trying with just a little more might
I can never feel I’m good enough
Though on the surface I appear so tough
Deep inside, a conflict within
One side loses, the other wins
Inferiority complex or so they say
Oh, tomorrow will be a better day
Oh yeah, tomorrow will be a better day

tomorrow,
TGND

What a bummer!

Life's pretty bummed lately. And I just cant come up with something right. Geez, bear with me.

each day feels wrong, the walks so long

each move I made, the more I had to take

each time they spoke, the words would choke

each tear I shed, the less I had

each breath I took, so hard I shook

each face I saw, their mask slowly tore

each word I said, my soul slowly got laid

and each time I felt sad, I told myself life's probably ain't that bad.

Stay True,

TGND

Muse- Unintended

You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You could be the one I'll always love

You could be the one who listens

To my deepest inquisitions

You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged

All my dreams and all my balance

She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken

Pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken

Pieces of the life I had before

Before you

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Unintended Lover

Met a child on a street one day, he said he had a story to tell.

He asked if I could stay a while. I looked at my watch and I said ‘fine’,
But do hurry, I don’t have much time.

So he spoke of a guy who liked a girl; anything he’d do for her.
The girl knew but never said a word; this guy was far from what she desired.

He’d call her every night, made sure she got home safe. His calls she’ll answer to save him some face.

As the girl walked, the guy would watch. Hoping that for him, she held a torch.

One day the guy asked her out for a date. Only to get a reply ‘you’re not my fate’.
Dejected and sad, he walked away hoping things would change one day.

Months passed but this girl he still thirsts; sadly she had found her happiness.

From afar, he saw the couple hugged. They kissed and danced under a sky so dark. He smiled with a teardrop falling from his eye, wondering if he’d ever be that guy.


TGND

Piece of Mind

Insecurities surface from time to time

Unaware of its poisonous crimes

These thoughts I have to ascertain

Hoping this mind they wouldn’t slain

These random attacks from time to time

Causing the mind to slowly sublime

I try to block and dart them off

But my mind encloses just like a croft

Pushed about in an endless race

Moving around without a trace

I want to have a say, and make my stand

But people around I don’t want to offend

Insecurities surface, doubts arise

Silent screams and tortured cries

All from within this dwindling mind


xoxo,
TGND