Can we bring yesterday back around
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

excerpt from "Sugababes- About you Now"

Recently, I haven't had much inspiration; so I'll let the songs do the talking in the mean time.




TGND

I will accept the blame

for burnin out the flame

but i'm hoping the story

will twist once again

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Darlin' I can't explain
Where did we lose our way
Girl it's drivin' me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I'll guranteeThat I'll never let you go

Chorus:
Can we go back to the days
when our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know that I don't need to be alone
I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me

chorus


Gonna swallow my pride
Say I'm sorry
Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me
I want a new life
And I want it with you
If you feel the same
Don't ever let it go
You gotta believe in the spirt of love
It can heal all things
We won't hurt anymore
No I don't believe our love's terminal
I'm down on my knees begging you please
Come home

chorus

A Trilogy:

View From the Top No.1

back at square one
they both stood
his mind is empty
but hers filled with doubt

eye to eye they met
without batting a lid
her mind; filled with questions
his mind was blank

it was silent
but not awkward
the air that surrounded
cold and stale

the ground grew thin
and soon they'll float
no movement, no sound
he and her, as I watched from above

View From the Top No.2 [her]

back at square one
we both stood
his mind was empty
but mine filled with doubt

eye to eye we both met
never batting a lid
my mind filled with questions
and his, just blank

it was quiet
but not at all weird
the air that surrounded
cold and stale

the ground grew thin
and soon we'll float
no movement, no sound
he and me, as I watched from above

View From the Top No.3 [him]

back at square one
we both stood
my mind was empty
but hers filled with doubt

eye to eye, we both met
never batting a lid
her mind, full of questions
mine had no answers

it was silent
but not at all weird
the air that surrounded
cold and stale

the ground grew thin
and soon we'll float
no movement, no sound
me and her, as she watched from above

TGND

Wrote a poem for a friend, K, based on what he was feeling.
After much reading, I realised that I could somewhat relate to it too
& maybe you & her & him & some others.
Here goes...

On this lonesome night,
A heart that ached
While others asleep
He lay awake

He thought about life and love
And in between,
How it worked,
And what it meant to him

While others walked forward
He was two steps back
How he’d wish now
They’ll cut him some slack

Lost in translation
He seemed to be
Unknown destination
& the need to be free

Love brought some light
For an instance or two
Then love tore him up
Nothing left to pursue

What’s left of life
Of love, of him?
What’s left of this world
Other than its’ lucid dreams

TGND

Quietly he sits in a corner,
watching the world go by.
This man who appears slightly queer,
was to someone very dear.

His whole life
He has slogged it out
So his family never had to worry
In times of drought

Each wrinkle on his face told a story
Each story held a worry
The worries he never wanted
His family to carry

His heart felt heavy,
most of the time
But the smiles of his children
His heart; sublime

The sacrifices he made aplenty
The promises he made never empty
Only the best he wanted them to have
Even if it was till his very last breath


Despite them failing him at times
They never failed to brighten his world;
To make it shine

So quietly he sat in the corner,
Wondering if he had been a good father

If he had the chance to live again,
The same wife he’d choose
And the children, the same

The thought of another life,
He couldn’t bear
For as far as he knows,
Nothing compares

TGND

For 30 years, she has put up a fight
Bearing the pain you brought to her sight
Though you’ve always gave her the best
You failed to see the things she detest


Once or twice, she thought of walking away
But her love for her children made her stay
Each day passed, seemingly normal
But the love in her just grew lesser


Her faith’s the only thing pushing her on
Yet she found it hard to forget the things you did wrong
Every night she lies next to a stranger
A man whom she once loved so tender

What lies ahead is drown in doubts
How long more can she bear this emotional drought
For the soul in her wants to fly
To seek the happiness she once left behind

TGND