have you ever felt paralyzed after seeing someone (from your past) you have not seen for the longest time? and this sudden chill of nerves and fear (all the same) takes over your body?

the whole emotion feels weird yet at the same time you feel a certain sense of gladness inside of you?

its hard to decipher. but if you've been thru it, it should be easy to understand.

sad yet glad,

TGND

Oh, take me back to the start...

Instead on focusing on the things that are making me unhappy, I shall focus on the things which I am fortunate enough to have and things which makes me smile.

Here's 5 things that made me smile today:

1) my little pooch trying to wake me up in the morning

2) the fact that i woke up alive & healthy

3) knowing that there is One above smiling down at me

4) walking past a shop full of childhood biscuits & sweets during lunch

5) receiving nice pink presents from a friend for the pooch

I shall do this often enough to block out the unhappiness and displeasures in my life.

TGND

And all the roads that lead you there are winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
but I don't know how

TGND