Seeing disappointment in someone's eyes is never easy;

especially so when that person had high hopes of you.

TGND

I had a thought or rather a revolution if you may call it.
I finally understand why it is so easy for some christians to back slide and lose faith in the one above.

When prayers are not answered and people are not given what they have prayed for,
they just lose complete faith. They start doubting God's presence, they blame the one above and they just go back to believing in the ways of the world.

But what they do not realise is that, God, probably has better things in stored for them. Maybe what they have prayed for was not something that was meant for them or could have even brought them harm. But no, that's not what they'll consider. It's so easy to forsake Him and just push the blame to him.

How many actually knows that God will work in his time. & that he has such great plans in stored for us. Why is it so so so so easy to succumb to the ways and thoughts of human nature & the world. Why is it so difficult to keep the faith?

and only one question remains, why.

TGND

I'm in love with everything about this song including the video.

TGND

If there's always room for improvement,
will there then ever be room for contentment?

TGND

And as I was feeling vexed with regards to what the world has to say about Christianity/Christians, He spoke to me saying,

"Let not your heart be troubled; you believe in God, believe also in me" (John 14:1)

People have so many misconceptions on Christianity. But they do not know that Christianity is more than juat a religion. It is about having faith in the one above and knowing that God sent his son to die for us so that we may live a prosperous and eternal life.

" But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us" (Romans 5:8)

"For you know the Grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, that though He was rich, yet for your sakes He became poor, that you through His poverty might become rich" (2 Corinthians 8:9)

And rich does not represent the material things of the world. But rather having enough to meet our needs and some extra to help and bless others with.

"The need of nothing" (Revelations 4:17)

But then again, having said so much, would people really understand? I guess not, because the world would never understand as they have never experienced the miracles of our Lord. They have not dwelled in His Grace and feel the wonderful-ness of it.

Because when the world forsakes you, Our Lord will never do so. And even if a thousand were to fall at your feet, with the Lord in you, you know that you will never fall.

" If the world hates you, you know that it hated me before it hated you" (John 15:18)
"Therefore, the world does not know us, because it did not know him" (1 John 3:1)

I am who I am today becuase of Him. My Lord, My God, My Everything.
& yes, if you may need to know, I am proud to be a Christian for it has made me a much better person

Setbacks in life, at times we may face
Similarly to that, I’ve had my share
But the roads slowly took a turn
From the darkness I have been spared

Great things started to pour in my life
And I never had to question why
For I know, I have Him in me
In all things, He’ll carry me high

A thousand may fall at my feet
But I will never fall
When the world is in chaos
I’ll stand upright & tall

For every battle I’ve fought, I lost
My strength and effort failed
But every battle fought with Him in me
Victory will entail

He came and suffered, that we may live
He was made poor so that we will be rich
With that we should bask in his everlasting grace
Never in our life would we beseech

His love greater than anything in the world
Be glad that it contains in you
Do acts that would display his love
So that others would know it’s true

This special love that is found in you

<3,

TGND

In my dreams, you were perfect.

TGND