Some people choose to live with the lies they tell; and some choose to live with the lies they believe 

I don't believe in wishes, nor dreams or fairytales

all these happy endings, are anything but real

I don't believe in miracles, I don't believe in love

I've hoped long enough for both of the above

I don't believe in myself, I don't believe in you

for everything you've said, is anything but true

If you truly loved me, if you really do

you wouldn't have walked away and left me so blue

So now I hope you're happy, wherever you are

I hope you're happy, having left me with scars

If there's one thing you ever need to know

forever and always, I will love you so

The turning point 

"Can you live without me?", she asked.

"I don't know", he said.

"Can you live without her?", she asked.

"No", he said. 

This place seems too familiar

This spot that we stand

Too many times we have come

To where it began

This feeling seems too familiar

We have felt it before

And soon enough

We won’t feel it anymore

This scene seems too familiar

How many times have we been in it?

The words that we’ve repeated

We will never take heed

This love seems too familiar

One we’ve gotten used to

Now we need to move on

Ill go my own way, and you be you

(30/5/2015) 

我们都别挣扎, 去爱她 

tried to keep you close to me

but life got in between

only love can hurt like this

on the eve of the eve of Christmas day

the grinch returned my heart

one year ago on this same day

he promised never to part

a step into the wrong kind of bliss

now we struggle to forget

from now, for every Christmas day

there'll be remnants of regret

the end of me

what I've become

the end of me

I've come undone

x

a poem a day 

to keep the pain away

the pain of having failed

to keep you at bay

I wish I could have you

I wish you could stay

but after all these while

you still went away

x

sc

"and I, will swallow my pride.

you're the one that I love,

and I'm saying goodbye" 

I stand by the phone

I wait by the door

It's such an irony

Cos I told you not to call

I said not to find me

I didn't want to speak

But when you ain't calling

I sit here and weep

My mind's a mess

My heart's a blur

When you're not beside me

There's so much I fear

But I know I can't have you

I know we can't be

If you really love me

It's time to set me free

What type of love could it be?

If we’re not together

What type of love could it be?

From January to December

What type of love could it be?

If fate disagrees

What type of love could it be?

If something is amiss

What type of love could it be?

If all my heart is yours

What type of love could it be?

When all your thoughts are crossed

What type of love could it be?

I wish I knew

What type of love could it be?

It could be you

I could live with your ghost

if you say that's the most 

that I'll get 

with my loneliest heart and my prettiest dress,

I'll wait.

I'll wait for the world to see, 

I'll wait for the skies to be,

and when the time agrees

I'll wait for you and me. 

She said I think I'll go to Boston
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name

I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead

너랑 낭랑은 지금 안되지, 시게를 더 보채고 싶지만, 네가 있던 미래에서,내 이름올 불러줘. - IU, 너랑 나

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

if you were still listening